There's hope in the chaos.
There's hope in the chaos.
July 14, 2019

Don’t Be Sorry for the Struggle

It was the struggle that made me.

“You’re spoiling that child! She’s going to grow up thinking the world revolves around her!”

From the time I was a small child, friends and family warned my mom that her parenting would ruin me. They said I would grow up selfish—that I would expect to have everything handed to me on a silver platter.

It’s true that I didn’t suffer many consequences when I misbehaved. And they were right that my mom rarely told me no when I wanted a new toy or outfit.

But, that’s because my mom, like many single mothers, often operated out of a sense of guilt because my dad wasn’t in the picture. That led to more freedom and fewer consequences—every child’s dream.

But all of those well-meaning family and friends didn’t consider this:

I watched my mother struggle.

I was with her at 2 a.m. when she would get me out of bed, wrap me up in comforters, and put me back to sleep on 50-pound bags of flour and sugar so that she could start baking at her small cake shop downtown. I was with her the day we arrived at the shop to find it had been broken into the night before. I was by her side when the pipes froze in the winter, when we got locked out of the house, and when we had a flat tire on the side of the road.

I witnessed every struggle.

Many parents try to guard their kids from any type of hardship they go through. And if their kids happen to see it, they feel guilty. Maybe it’s because we want to protect our children. Or maybe it’s because we live in a world where the standard is to appear wealthy, successful and Pinterest-perfect. The pressure to keep our kids from seeing any type of struggle, imperfection or inconvenience is real.

But I can tell you from experience: It’s the struggle that made me.

Not only did I watch my mom hustle and grind every day, but I also watched her overcome. I watched her work hard, and I saw her hard work pay off. I watched her hope when situations seemed hopeless. I watched her persevere with an absurd level of persistence. I watched her do the right thing, even when it cost her.

I watched the way she treated every single person with kindness. I watched how she went above and beyond for her customers. I watched how she always paused and talked to homeless people—even in the middle of the night when we were downtown unloading bags of powdered sugar.


I watched her.

She worked harder than anyone I’d ever seen, gave generously of her time and money, and loved every person without limits.

Best of all, I watched my mother shine as she stepped into her God-given gifts. Despite every hurdle she had to jump over, my mother persisted as she chased her dream. I grew up knowing what it looks like to be a woman who wakes up every morning to make an impact doing what she loves.

I love how Dr. Meg Meeker says,

“The most powerful way to teach a daughter how to enjoy life and find her true purpose is to let her see her mother do the same.”

That’s exactly what my mother did for me. From watching her, I learned about sticking to your values and the importance of integrity and good character. I developed resilience, persistence and high self-esteem. I am who I am today because of everything she and I overcame together.

Watching her even inspired me to start Business Boutique. Today, I have found a deep sense of purpose helping women just like mother overcome fear so they can step into the big plans God has for them. Business Boutique would not exist without her. Simply watching her find and live in her true purpose lead me to mine.

So what if she gave in every time I wanted a new coloring book at the grocery store checkout line? In the grand scheme of things, did it really matter that she was a bit more lax with me than other parents were with their kids?

The truth is, she might have spoiled me, but watching her and learning from her example is what created the very best parts of me. She was—and still is—an incredible mother.

Friend, hear these words loud and clear today: Who you are is more than enough.

Whether you’re a single parent or just an exhausted one, don’t be sorry for the struggle. Your child will grow and learn from watching you get over the hurdles. It’s those same struggles and victories that are forming you into the person God created you to be—and it might just create some incredible qualities in your little ones as well.

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  • My mom was a single mother, too. My sister and I watched her struggle and work hard to provide for us. We were never without what we needed and always had her love, protection, and support. I really enjoyed your story about your mom and what an influence she has in your life. Here’s to your mom!! I know you will follow in her footsteps with your precious one. Congratulations!!

  • In my world, we got a lot of love and seldom (except Christmas) got to have things when shopping with either Mom or dad. I got to say the Pledge of Allegiance, the Lord’s Prayer and we sang the Doxology at our noon meal in school. Going to church was a requirement as children. To make matters worse, if we misbehaved we were switched and we had to fetch our own switch. I think I was mistreated by parents that enforced Rules, Boundaries and limitations. But Mom would always give us a hug in the end if we needed it. If you want to know what is wrong with the Baby Boomers, Here it is.

  • Natalie says:

    I am that single mom in the midst of her struggle. My kids are getting away with more than they should.. but they are also watching me. They are great kids, and they have big hearts. I love who they are. I am putting myself through nursing school and I know they are learning from it. Thank you for sharing your side. Brought me to tears this morning.

  • Meredith says:

    Thank you Christy for this story and thank you Dave for sharing it. I am a single parent who works full time and goes to school full time. I often let my son pick something out at the store and have wondered if this would ruin him in the future. Needed to read this today!

  • Mary says:

    Thanks for sharing your amazing story. Being you a single parent of two children I could relate to many of the scernario’s you referred to in your story.

    I’ve always tried to protect my children from the harsh reality of my struggling in my attempt to keep our heads above water.

    It takes so my enegy and time to conceive the truth trying to protect your children.

    Recently – they have seen my life as a single parent , the struggles my tenacity and focus to improve our lives.

    Thank you for reassuring me that it’s ok to let your children see the trouble, as helps to shape who they are.

  • Karen Moos says:

    This story is so awesome and true for so many of us. My mom wasn’t a single parent but being one of six kids we certainly watched mom struggle. We didn’t get a lot of extra things because we didn’t have the money but we certainly had everything we needed. She worked at the hospital all night, came home and got 6 kids off to school and started making beds and cleaning house. Yes she made all our beds for us and cooked all our meals. She didn’t get much sleep some days because as 6 kids come home from school someone always needed something from her. We did watch her struggle and we learned so much from her. She gave up so much for all of us and never complained. Thanks so much for posting this.

  • Debora says:

    I can’t relate to much of your story. I was raised by both parents in a comfortable middle class home. I never wanted for much (except a pony, but even I knew that was asking too much! lol!) I never saw my parents struggle. I probably got away with a lot more than I should have though, and like you, did get a “prize” for basically no good reason every time I went to the store with my mom. But all of that was not the only influence in my life.

    I did see my friends, and their families, struggling. And I always wished they could be as “fortunate” as I was. I learned through empathy, which is definitely something I learned from my parents, and I hope that is something I’m teaching my children, who, like me, don’t want for much (except a pony!)

    I guess my point is that one doesn’t have to live a hard life to appreciate the good life. Not all “spoiled” kids grow up to be selfish or expect the world to revolve around them. We can all have values, integrity, and character. We can all learn the lessons on how resilience, persistence and self-esteem will serve us well as adults. We just need good role models, like you had, and like I had.

  • Vicki says:

    My daughter just forwarded this article to me, with the comment “this reminds me of you”! I have never been so honored in my life.

    Your article was beautiful.

    Thank you,

  • I think it’s so great you grew up with such a loving, generous and hard working mother. It’s great you have learnt to have an amazing work ethic.
    I do agree. To an extent.
    I just think that there is a line between what struggles are necessary for your kids to understand and which ones need to be something an adult worries about.
    I don’t cry poor to my kids but I tell them we can’t go around buying certain things like toys because food and a roof over our heads is more important.

  • Sasha Taylor says:

    Thank you Christy for thus article. It brought me to tears. I’m a single mom of three and God knows that they have watched me struggle. I’m currently in school full time finishing up my Bachelors degree in Sociology. My ultimate goal is to become a doctor. There have been times when I have been extremely lenient with my kids but I also take the time to teach them about life. They are amazing kids and in two very short years, my oldest will be going to college. I will admit that I’m tired of struggling with my kids and I pray that God can put a great man in our lives. Thank you so much for your post! God bless you!!!

  • Sasha Taylor says:

    I forgot to add that I too was raised by a single mom and I watched my mother bust her behind for my brother and I. It’s because of her that I now have a stron work ethic amongst so many other things that she taught me!!

  • Karen says:

    Wow, amazing timing! I was just reading this post as I was laying here feeling exhausted discouraged and guilty. I am a single mom of a 4 year old, just working on launching my new business. I have been feeling guilty that I had to work at home on my business instead of taking my daughter somewhere more fun and exciting today. She is with me so much and definitely sees me.. I pray she also learns values, integrity and character and that she will be forever changed by seeing God help us overcome together. I went to your business boutique in Nashville and your mom’s story was so encouraging to me!

  • Stephanie says:

    Wow……just wow. What an incredible testament to your mother. I admit I’ve had similar opinions of mothers whom I’ve seen give their kids “whatever they asked for”. But you’ve reminded me that I don’t know their whole story. And sure, I heard the word “no” a lot in my upbringing, but I’ll bet that my parents wanted to say yes. I was the oldest of four children who were all brought into the world within 3 years and 11 months (yikes!) And my mother chose to give up her teaching career to stay home and raise us. So in a single income situation like ours, getting everything we asked for wasn’t really feasible.
    Anyways, I digress. Your mother sounds like a truly remarkable woman. Now that I’m a mother I have so much respect for moms of all situations:) Thank you for posting this. I’m humbled and encouraged at the same time

  • Michelle Coard says:

    Great blog post! I feel comfort in the fact my children see the struggle as well was the good times. I have finally stopped giving out of guilt but I give based on what they earn. But I do threw in a little extra because they are going through the struggle with me.